Monday, March 31, 2014
Pros and Cons
Ahhhh what am i doing here?? Yeah something I keep asking myself. I'm away from my family and friends. I'm not exactly doing anything highly beneficial with my time, and truthfully i'm often bored as hell. But there are a few things that are positive. I'm living with a great family and we are really beginning to understand each other. I'm finally started to take some time to focus on myself, which might sound selfish, but it's something i've been neglecting to do for along time. It's often just easier not to focus on yourself and just ignore what is going on inside of you. But i'm really learning to love myself more, i'm spending more time with God and re-growing in my faith, i'm eating healthier and exercising. I'm taking time to just slow down and breath and to try and enjoy life. I'm only just beginning these things, but already i'm feeling the benefits. I'm more positive, have higher self-esteem and i'm learning to love myself for who I am. Plus I know that i'm going to have more great adventures and create some amazing memories. So yeah i'm gonna stick around, as hard as it can be at times, I know that i'm in an incredibly blessed situation and I know that i will make it through just fine obviously, its just the homesickness talking.
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